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Is there a way to walk faithfully through doubt and come out the
other side with a deeper love for Jesus, the church, and its
tradition? Can we question our faith without losing it?
Award-winning author, pastor, and professor A. J. Swoboda has
witnessed many young people wrestle with their core Christian
beliefs. Too often, what begins as a set of critical and important
questions turns to resentment and faith abandonment. Unfortunately,
the church has largely ignored its task of serving people along
their journey of questioning. The local church must walk alongside
those who are deconstructing their faith and show them how to
reconstruct it.
Drawing on his own experience of deconstruction, Swoboda offers
tools to help emerging adults navigate their faith in a hostile
landscape. Doubt is a part of our natural spiritual journey, says
Swoboda, and deconstruction is a legitimate space to encounter the
living God.
After Doubt offers a hopeful, practical vision of spiritual
formation for those in the process of faith deconstruction and
those who serve them. Foreword by pastor and author John Mark
Comer.
Award-winning author, professor, and pastor A. J. Swoboda
offers a hopeful, practical vision for questioning your faith
without losing it.
"In this remarkable book, A. J. guides us into a path of
stronger faith through the surprising valley of doubt. I resonated
with this book at a profound level and think you will too."
--Jon Tyson, Church of the City New York; author of
Beautiful Resistance
"Whether you're in the midst of the isolation and disruption that
doubting your faith often leads to or if you're leading those who
are, A. J. Swoboda's voice is one of a well-differentiated
leader, accurately articulating the struggle many Christians are
experiencing and casting a hopeful vision for a way forward
together."
--Emily P. Freeman, author of The Next Right
Thing
"A must-read for anyone who has realized that not everything we
grew up believing about Christianity is true. With much wisdom and
wit, Swoboda navigates us through the turbulent waters of
deconstruction-reconstruction."
--Preston Sprinkle, president of The Center for Faith,
Sexuality & Gender
"Swoboda invites us to reimagine what's happening when we doubt the
coherence of the Christian faith. What if the disorientation is
actually a strange gift, pushing us toward growth and
transformation? In this book you'll find wisdom and guidance as you
take your questions deeper."
--Tim Mackie, cofounder of the BibleProject
"As a college professor who daily watches the challenges of life
and the ideologies of the age batter my students' confidence in
their Christian faith, I am eager to put this book into their
hands. It offers an informed, insightful, and deeply empathetic
conversation about the road home."
--Sandra Richter, Westmont College
"By the time I was done reading this, I was able to embrace my
doubts-as-longing as a gift and found myself loving Jesus and his
church in a new and deeper way."
--James Bryan Smith, author of The Good and Beautiful
God
Contents
Foreword
Part 1: Deconstruction and Doubt
1. Deconstruction and
Doubt
2. The Theological Journey
3. The Problem of "Freedom"
Part 2: Following Jesus through Deconstruction and
Doubt
4. Knowing the Whole Self
5. Going to Church
6. Feeling Everything
7. Learning to Tend
8. Practicing Being Wrong
9. Discerning the Truth
10. Embracing the Whole Kingdom
11. Trusting the Right Way
Postscript
A. J. Swoboda (PhD, University of Birmingham) is assistant professor of Bible, theology, and world Christianity at Bushnell University in Eugene, Oregon, and leads a Doctor of Ministry cohort on the Holy Spirit and leadership at Fuller Theological Seminary. He is the author or editor of numerous books, including Subversive Sabbath, winner of a Christianity Today Book Award (Spiritual Formation) and an Award of Merit for CT's Beautiful Orthodoxy Book of the Year. He speaks regularly at conferences, churches, camps, and retreats. Swoboda served for ten years as the lead pastor at Theophilus Church in urban Portland, is the founder and former director of Blessed Earth Northwest, and served as executive director of the Seminary Stewardship Alliance.